I woke up to the pungent scent of something strange, metallic and bitter, and a lightness around my neck that shrank my heart. The mirror didn’t lie. My brown hair, waist-length, carefully cut and cared for, was cut in uneven strands.
At first, I thought I had been robbed. That I had been mugged in my own bed. But then I looked at the scissors carefully on my dresser.
The same craft scissors my mother used to cut old receipts. Next to them was a sticky note, like a slap. You’ll still look good.
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I froze, with the locks still on the pillow, as if a part of me had died in my sleep. This wedding was supposed to be my only chance to stand up to those who had ignored me for years. To finally wear the navy blue silk dress I bought with my own paycheck.
I didn’t ask for anyone’s approval and spoke confidently. Instead, it looked like I had lost a bet. When I walked into the kitchen, my father barely looked up from his cereal.
“Well, it’s your turn,” he said. “Anyway, with less hair, your face is less noticeable. You’re not supposed to focus on yourself.
My mother took a sip of her coffee and added, “It’s Hannah’s wedding. Let it shine.” Let it shine? They behaved like I was a threat to the sun, like I’d ruined the whole wedding just by wearing a nice dress and being… visible.
Let me explain something. I was the daughter they always managed, not the one they celebrated. Hannah had the designer dresses and the violin lessons…
I received used clothes and thank-you talks. Hannah got a graduation trip to Paris. I was told to work on the weekends to save for college, and I did.
I became independent at 19, worked two jobs, and still answered yes to the wedding because I thought maybe, just maybe, it might be one of those rare family moments where no one had to compete. But instead, I was drugged with NyQuil in a relaxing cup of tea and then had my hair cut in my sleep. My own parents.
My roommate, Becca, walked over in a panic when I called her, her voice trembling. She gasped at the sight of me. Did they do this to you? By the way? I nodded.
Becca didn’t say anything for a moment. Then she pulled out her phone. Well, we’re not going to the wedding like this.
We’re going to do something better. At first I didn’t want revenge. I just wanted distance.
But when Becca helped me record a voice memo, something I never thought I’d publish, it changed everything. It was a recording I had made weeks ago, out of pure habit.
I used my phone to record small moments and tell them to my therapist. My mom was telling me it was a distraction when I posted a photo of a friend’s bachelorette party. My dad was telling me that pretty girls ruin weddings with jealousy.
At the time, I thought it was just hints. But listening to it with Becca, it became something darker, a pattern. And then Becca said, “You know, there’s a way to get them to listen…”
That night I made a decision. I would go to the wedding, but not as expected. I would not wear the dress they made fun of.
I wouldn’t say the words I was given for Hannah’s toast. I would take her script and tear it apart. And that would be just the beginning.
I didn’t sleep that night. Not really. Becca helped me straighten my cut hair and get a sleek, modern bob cut.
You look like someone about to rat out a family, she whispered as she combed the last strand. By morning, I had a plan. I arrived at the wedding venue early, before the chaos began.
A sprawling vineyard estate. Of course, they chose something photogenic. Hannah’s dream wedding was paid for with my parents’ savings, my mother’s fake smiles, and my father’s unwavering pride in his royal daughter.
He was only a supporting character, but not today. He had rehearsed the speech he was supposed to give, a typical silly thing about brotherhood and eternal bonds. Instead, I went up to the microphone at the rehearsal brunch, when the atmosphere was warm and smug, and said, “Hi everyone.”
I know I’m not my favorite daughter. That’s never been a secret, but I’m here today to say something different. You could feel the change of scenery.
My mother’s smile curved. I want to talk about what goes on behind the family portraits. When people say they love you, but cut you off, literally, to keep you from overshadowing someone else.
When you are drugged with tea to put you to sleep during sabotage. When your parents treat your existence as a threat to the child they truly love. Gasps.
An uncle dropped his fork. My dad got up. Stop it!